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A past life regression experience that changed the way I see life.
I did not know what to expect going in.
I was not sure I believed in past lives. I was not sure what I believed at all. But something called me toward it and I have learned to follow those pulls rather than talk myself out of them.
What happened inside that session is something I have never been able to fully explain. But I have also never stopped carrying it with me.
I am sharing it here not because I expect you to understand it the way I did. Not because I need you to believe what I believe. But because something in it might open something in you. And that is enough of a reason.
Watch with an open mind. This is not meant to be understood. It is meant to be felt.
In that session I found myself somewhere that felt more like home than anywhere I had ever been. Expansive. Peaceful. Whole. A place where nothing was missing and nothing hurt.
I was reminded that I am far more than this one human life, this one experience. That the things I was searching for, the clarity, the direction, the permission, were already inside me.
And just before I came back, I was told something that still makes me smile:
You are going to miss oysters when you get here.
It sounds funny. It was also one of the most grounding moments of my life. Because it did not make me want to escape being human. It made me want to be more fully human. To feel everything. To stop sleepwalking through the aliveness that is available in a human body and a human life. Or as the video says, a human container.
There are oysters here. And sunshine that you can feel on your skin. Nature to admire. And the feeling of your heart cracking open. And the moment something finally clicks.
That is not nothing. That is everything.
A reminder that I already know everything I need to know. I had simply spent years overriding it.
A deeper trust in the signals life had been sending me all along. The patterns. The synchronicities. The quiet knowing I kept explaining away.
A gratitude for being human that I had never felt so completely before. Not in spite of the difficulty. Because of it.
A confirmation that this work, Expand the Soul, was not something I chose. It was something I was called toward. And I was too far along to keep pretending otherwise.
In that space, there was no body. No weight. No pain. No complexity. Just expansive, limitless energy that felt like home. And yet.
When it was time to come back, something unexpected happened. I did not feel dread about returning. I felt something closer to wonder. Because from up there, looking back at this human life, it all looked different.
The body. The earth. The oysters. The mess and the beauty of being contained in something physical and temporary and achingly alive.
Up there, you do not eat. You do not feel the sun on your skin. You do not get your heart broken or fall in love or sit with someone in their darkest moment and watch them find their way back to themselves. You do not feel the specific aliveness of a human body doing human things.
The contrast was overwhelming.
Not because the physical world is better. But because it is so extraordinarily different. So dense. So rich. So full of sensation and signal and meaning that we spend most of our time trying to escape rather than fully enter.
In the session, the word that kept coming through was mission. Earth mission. The idea that we came here with something to do, something to experience, something to heal or create or become. And that the difficulty is not a flaw in the design. It is part of it. The resistance, the growth, the breakdown, the breakthrough. All of it happening inside this remarkable human container that gets to feel things energy alone never could.
The heartbreak. The love. The uncertainty. The awe. The grief. The joy. The moment something finally clicks after years of searching.
What if none of that was accidental?
What if the pain, the longing, the resistance, and even the loss were never punishments or mistakes but signals? Feedback from a life that was always trying to show us something, always trying to guide us back to ourselves, always pointing toward whatever we came here to do?
Acceptance is not giving up. Sometimes it is the moment we finally stop fighting the experience long enough to actually have it.
We came here to feel it all. Even the oysters.
Sometimes an experience like this lands and you are not sure what to do with it. You do not need to do anything with it right away.
But if something stirred in you. If something felt familiar. If you found yourself wanting to go deeper into your own inner world, that feeling is worth following.
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